Saturday, August 12th, 1995Dear Journal,I didn't get any mail today. That got me down. As you can see I'm looking forward to a response from Jon and everyone else- the letters they write give me a sense of comfort. I don't know if I'm honestly in love with Jon. I think I am. I hope I am, … Continue reading Mortification Monday
Bad Poetry Friday
Love c.? Love wasn't patient love wasn't kind love stuck a knife in this heart of mine love was jealous love was mean love swung his fist and shattered my dreams love didn't believe or endure or trust wihout love, I am dust
Bad Poetry Friday
Briar Rose c. 1997? Briar Rose you never wake you hide in deep slumber and when your Prince Charming came you didn't even roll over. Sleeping Beauty your pills are a vice you take valium with vodka and ice amd dream pf darkness that washes like the sea You will never lose sleep … Continue reading Bad Poetry Friday
Bad Poetry Friday
Me c. June 1999 You cannot mold my body I am the shape of my ansectors I can bring any man to his knees I am still a child I wear my hair in a palm tree I still take naps I love adventures I am a woman I can dance until dawn drive fast in … Continue reading Bad Poetry Friday
Mortification Monday
August 11th, 1995Dear Diary,I'm sitting/ writing in the corner of my own room! We painted it a peachy color, but I think it looks more off white. I have green/ pink rose curtains, a green bedspread, a huge bulletin board, flowers, little rose knobs on my closet. I also put my dream catcher over my … Continue reading Mortification Monday
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Wishes c.12-28-1998 9:35 p.m. I want him to look past the size of my breasts past the color and design of ,y panty line (or lack there of) I want him to see the girl behind the beautiful eyes and uneasy smile I want him to love me the way I imagined he would
Tune in Tuesday: My Silver Lining
In light of all the sad shit floating around the world, this is my new "pick me up" song by First Aid Kit for those rough days. I don't want to wait anymore I'm tired of looking for answers Take me some place where there's music and there's laughter I don't know if I'm scared … Continue reading Tune in Tuesday: My Silver Lining
Bad Poetry Friday
Deadly Obsession Spring 1997 I promised you I'd quit but why am I back to it? Dying, crying, trying to stop but I can't. My fingers are forced down my throat I'm gagging and I start to choke on my sobs My skin is red I'm so dizzy I don't know what I said … Continue reading Bad Poetry Friday
Mortification Monday
August 4th, 1995Dear Diary,I swam 42 laps today and went out on the boat. That was fun. I like the wind in my hair and the spray of the water. I didn't want to drive it because it scares me. I didn't wear a life jacket. Mommy would be mad if she found out. Just … Continue reading Mortification Monday
Bad Poetry Friday
Untitled 9/15/00 My crazy old lover my crazy lover talking to you today made my heart feel the same as it did we had our passion two summers ago You have a signifigant other why wasn't I signifigant enough to hold onto you? I will win you back, eventually My crazy lover Notes: I … Continue reading Bad Poetry Friday
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