Friday, July 21st 1995
Three weeks ago tonioght I met, fell in love with, and had my first kiss from Jon. Wow. I’m keeping track. The Delgado’s are back and my sister is palying with Steven. We saw two snakes in the creek. I sat on the porch and thought about Jon and camp and about next year if I see him again at camp. I know it sounds pathetic-all the things I’ve written in here about John, but as you see I really like him. Tomorrow is the Braves game, then on Sunday we go home to Florida! I’ll get to see Willow, Charcoal, and see if I got mail from my friend from camp.
I never realized that my eyes are green-gold and my heair gets a reddish tint to it every now and then. We went to a craft fair and shopped. I got these name keychains for Val and me and a Braves shirt (David Justice #23). At a hardware store we went to this old guy followed me around to make sure I didn’t steal anything. Like I’d steal anything. I mean get a life! Got 2 go.
Ps-My sister gave me beef jerky.
I think the PS-Beef Jerky thing was so important because I was supposed to be a vegetarian.
Sunday, July 15th
Yesterday Mom and Dads friends the S’s visited us at the cabin. I had a lot of fun. Mr. S. is going to try and get us tickets to a Braves game. I hope to go. It’s really nice up here. We’ve tubed down the creek, hiked, and picked blackberries. I love it here. I hope to take my kids here when I have some. The creek is one of the best parts of the cabin. I’ve spent hours building dams, trying to catch minnows, splashing, and just fooling around in the icy cool water.
I’ve had a lot of time to think about Jon and my future. I’ve decided to move to North Carolina and attend a Lutheran college near there. Jon is one of the reasons I want to move. I am convinced that we are destined to be together. I haven’t thought much about other guys. I need to concentrate on Jon, hoping he’ll fall in love with me. I can’t guarantee that there won’t be other girls in his life or guys in mine. I just hope he’ll realize that we are made for each other.
We tubed down the creek after dinner. My sister is okay. She and I talk. Sometimes she acts like a friend. She is cool, I guess.
Wednesday, July 11th
News Flash!!! On Monday I got mail from Ashley (AC) and ta-dah- Jon!He said he’d write and he did! Wahoo! Yes!! According to his letter he thinks I’m beautiful- I have nice eyes, smile, hair, and personality. He’d really love to see me again and wants my number. nd he wants my picture. He wants to send me one later because he has no good ones. I think he’s interested in me. But he doesn’t really remember me because I’m not beautiful. But I’ll let him think that.
God this is embarrassing. I hope that Jon doesn’t remember me and never finds this blog.
Thursday, July 6th
I miss Jon. I’m in love with him. Almost everything I think about or song I hear, I remember and think of him. I can’t really picture his face but looking into his eyes. I mean we danced looking into each other’s eyes. Talk about intense. When I hear the song “When You Say Nothing At All” by Alison Krauss, the song (well one of them) we danced to, I stop what I’m doing and pretend I’m dancing with him. Last night I had a dream about Jon and a song “Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow.” I love Jon. I love Jon. I wrote him and I hope he writes me back.
I went to a pet shop today to pick up hamster bedding when I saw 3 kittens. They were so precious, I wanted to take them home with me but I’m not allowed. They licked and nibbled and rubbed on my fingers and purred. I wish Willow was like that to me. But I think I gave her the impression when she was tiny that I was rough. I manhandled her and constantly picked her up to give her love. I still do but not as much as my sister does. The poor cat meows if she walks by.
The Atlanta Braves are #1 in the AL East and #@ in all of the NL. The Reds hold first. The All Star Game is Tuesday the 11th. In 2 weeks we’re going to the cabin. We have to take Cody with us. That won’t be so bad. But I’ll be in the mountains- cool air and peace and peace. I miss Jon. I miss Jon. I’m in love. I’m in love.
In which I continue to agonize over my crush on Aaron and reference the Oklahoma City Bombing.
Today’s entry reads like my first attempt at writing romance novels as I profess my love for Aaron. I also profess my love for Reba McEntyre.
Better late than never! As always the boy drama is high and one of today’s entries involves a boy “skeeting” on me. So gross.
Apparently “boy-crazy is an understatement. Here I discuss crushes on 6 guys.
MM Oct 27 and 28
In which I confess my love for Mark even though he doesn’t feel the same about me. Being 13 sucks.
Today’s diary entries feature more crush drama with Mark and yet another a cruel joke. I can’t seem to catch a break.