Untitled (6/11/00)
I wish I could waste away again
to be be size zero
have my ribs poke through my skin
feel the plane of my belly
the mountains of my hip bones
to be tiny and fragile
I wish I didn’t carry around
the weight of the world
and hate myself everytime I looked at myself
I wish I could erase two years time
and 45 unwanted pounds
to be queen of the world again
even if only for a day.